God I feel boring

I feel bad about not coming up with anything to say for the last few days, but they’ve been pretty mundane and I didn’t see anything that screamed at me, so I didn’t just want to drivel on about nothing. But having to do what I’ve just finished doing made me realize how boring I really am.

Now that I’ve graduated, I’m trying to build up my resume. So I figured I’d start with volunteering and then hopefully find something that pays. I mean, I’ve got a part-time job that pays a little bit, and that’s cool. But it would be nice to find more. So I just phoned up a bunch of places who had volunteer stuff and started asking questions. And every one of them wants you to fill out an application, of course. All the applications ask you to say what all you’ve done in the past. And it’s at this point that I realize, it may have seemed like I’ve done a lot, but god I’ve done next to nothing. I feel like an even bigger loser when they ask me what my hobbies are and I have to think hard before coming up with something that doesn’t sound geeky or lame. Man, I need to get out more! Please tell me someone else has had this experience. Or maybe I’ve said too much.

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